.. on a Caribbean island," exclaimed Jan, her eyes wide with excitement."Oh, honey, it sounds perfect. Is it private?" asked Sheila."Absolutely. It's ...about a hundred acres. There is a grape orchard and small winery, but it's fallen into disuse. My friend says that with some work it could become productive and profitable again." Can you maintain your consulting business?" asked Jan."Sure. Most of our business is by fax, internet and phone anyway. The few actual trips we would need to make back. She fed him and clothed him and she had kept him going to school until he got to old to go anymore. She probably even loved him as much as she was capable of. But she had her booze and her men and she let Jack just wander town way more then he should have been doing. Technically, Jack wasn’t so severely retarded that he couldn’t be allowed out on his own. But the reality ended up way too often in hateful shit like this. But the people in town like Lindi and her dad and brothers, the people who. I put my hand below his jacket along his waistline. My fingers ran over his smooth skin. His skin was fair that glowed in the light of the screen. I looked at him; he was looking straight ahead at the screen. I could feel his breathing, his beating heart. I slipped my hand in his pants. I wanted to hold his lund. He helped me with the pant zipper when it got tight around my hand. I went deeper into the hairy forest. But when I was about to hold his penis, my fingers slipped and entered a pussy.. I wanted to hear that heartbeat. I wept quietly in the night.I told him nothing of what was in my heart. I believed he knew it though, and it struck a chord in him too. I didn't know what to do but to string things out as long as I could. When you live forever you tend to look far ahead. I just looked forward to the next time I saw him.One evening we returned to the restaurant where we had had our first real date. His tour was going short and I knew that soon a decision of some kind would have.