Maybe, if she put her thoughts down in writing, he would think again, and not push her away."My Blue-eyed devil,How can I tell you what is on my heart..., without hurting and crying? A part of me wants to get to know you and fall deeper in love with the other side of you (the one I do not see in bed). I want to scream, "Why not?Then I rationalize things and tell myself, I understand. Until the next day, then I miss you once more and start crying again. Damn-it, I wanted you to be my love, the only. I kissed him on the forehead & and tried to get up. But he won’t let me go. He held me by the waist & asked, “What happened? You are not liking it?’ I said nothing. I knew I was blushing. Actually it’s very difficult for a girl to tell a guy that she is liking his sexual moves. I mumbled,”Please let me go” & got up from his lap. I went over & switched on the television. Then I went and sat on a single sofa & started changing the channels. (Here I must describe the hotel room a bit: it is square. I felt the impending explosion building deep in my balls, and even though in real time I had been "snipped" I wasn't sure if going back in time had changed that, and pulled out and pumped a massive amount of nut cream over her stomach.I held her close as tears filled her eyes as she realized the reality of what just had happened. She took a deep breath and looked at me with her tear filled eyes and whispered."I love you Bobby, I really do. Please never leave me."We stayed in my bedroom for. .lekin tere jaisee mast jawani uski bhee nahi… Jitna maza ussey yaa kisee aur jawan ladki ko chodne mey aata hai, uss she jyada maza..tumhe nanga dekhne mey aata hai. “She became very happy and pleased when husband said it is more enjoyable to watch her nude than to fuck young girls like Uma or othe. Then he said what no wife would like to hear from husband. He said that he watched how lustily all workers were looking at her previous day. She told wife to show them full nudity to workers. He.