I poured myself my 3rd brandy in the past hour. I would have a hell of a hangover in the morning if I kept this up, but I was finding it hard to care....When I turned around, Sheila was standing in the doorway. Her hair was damp and her clothes were rumpled, but she still took my breath away.I was not going to get my hopes up that her showing up here meant unconditional surrender. I was feeling no pain, but I wasn't that drunk yet. I did allow myself the luxury of drinking in the sight of her as. I came close to asking her what she used to make them grow so big.”“Just for the heck of it, tell me what your bra size would be, if you could choose your own bust measurement right this minute?”“Thirty-five! I measured Carol and Ms. Marti too when they were getting out of the shower. That’s what they measured, and Ms. Marti told me that was the exact size you love best on a woman....”She also told me - that by listening to your flute my body would mature much faster.”“I brought my flute with. .."What time are they getting here?" Clare asked I got home."8." Ok you go and get changed everything is under control," she called fromthe kitchen.Last night had been the first dinner party in truth I had enjoyed itLinda and Ken had put on a good night; the food was good and Emma wasgood company. Ken had been his usual sort of control freak self and a bitcondescending to Linda but on the whole, it went well let's hope ournight tonight was the same.I changed underwear and looked at what Clare. I know it went too far. But looking back at it, you can’t hate me for what I did. I mean, I am a man, and sometimes even though morals exist in me, with a beautiful woman like Sonya or even yourself, I could never keep what you or she wanted away from you. And in this case it was a need. How could that be wrong?!She stood up at this point, walked over to me and looked me in the eyes. Trevor, what are you talking about?I stood my ground and said, If you or her or Heather or Sue or any other.