I needed that love of a man, in thiscase Gabriel. I needed him to be my husband and I wasn't sure that itwas going to happen. I also needed to have th...at family that Carole hadand Gloria was trying to have."I am truly happy for you, Carole," I said through my tears. "What youhave is great and I hope you continue to have that. And Gloria I hope Ican sponsor a baby shower for you very soon. But nothing is happeningwith Gabriel. I need him to make his move." Do you need him to put a rock on your. "always fancied being in the bog...with people shitting on me - but I can't escape ! " ..."Know I'd regret it with the first dump !" I thought..."let me see if an old mate was still around , especially if he was at his old house . dug out his address , just went round & knocked on his door . The house looked dreary , & as he answered & opened the door the dowdy darkness drew me in . Cracked a beer , .."Long time no.." Light showed his huge fat body , vest & bracers .. We. The group took it in turns to watch the CCTV pictures of the front gate and the path to the front door. Everyone was scattered through the house passing the time. Victor was in the bathroom passing more than time. Jeanette was on duty and her shout rang out throughout the house.“Stranger on the drive!”There was an immediate flurry of activity as the other three bodyguards converged on the screen.“Woman,” said Terry.“Well observed!” said Judy sarcastically.“Good looking,” said Gary.“Hey folks!”. " I replied as I pulled Kimmie close to me. "But she has a lot more work to do before I leave. "You got a lot more work to do." Kimmie shot back grabbing my crotch very aggressive but playfully. Stories flowed like the tap of Bud Light. Stories of war, stories of far lands I've seen and people I've met. Their stories from back home, of jobs had and lost, girls that have come and gone, and the ever growing list of our friend that have "fallen off" to hardcore drugs and died or.