I had never enjoyed sex as much. The thought that someone might drive by and see me naked made me hotter than I had ever been. Bobby, I think I know n...ow what caused the problems between your father and me. I had to suppress my true sexuality. I love you but I need to feel free to have sex with anyone that turns me on, No matter who it is. No mater where or when it happens. I love you and I want you in my bed always but I want to feel free to have intimate friends as well. Do you understand what. You have read all the chapters so do you have an idea?The next story that I'll be typing into the box is your adventures with Erica. I hope to have it to you in a day or two. Have you heard from her?To: JPB 8/22/07Taking a short break to read what you sent me -- and loving it! I'm almost hoping that my CSA (cute sexy assistant - I guess I can tell you that his name is Ethan) will come into the office and read the screen over my shoulder. I'd look up at him and say, "Yep, that's me sweetie. Give. As I said yesterday, Lake Powell was awesome. Kip and I barely wore anything other than just speedos the entire time which is something I don’t even get to do here at home in Australia because I have random people dropping by all the time.There were thirteen of us one the boat and if you consider Kip and I a couple, it was six couples and one single guy (Jason). Kip and I had our own room with a double bed, two of the couples pitched tents (hehehe) on the top deck of the boat. Everyone kind of. Doug had gone off on one of his trips and these days, he was often gone for two to three months when he went. I’d not really missed him in the month he’d been gone.I was allowed to claim a bed buddy if I wished, as long as they weren’t still in my bed when he got back. He’d become more possessive of me as the years passed. I was expected to come to him if I needed a release. Since he always came to me, I’d never gone to him. Mind you, it wasn’t very often I used one of the local boys either.The.