" I thought for a moment, surprised that she was confiding in me then said, "and what you were errr, doing then, do you do that often?" I asked. Her f...ace got really red as she struggled to answer. "Yes. I've heard some of my friends talk about how nice it feels when they have sex with their boyfriends and I'd love to try it, but I'm scared to." "Why are you scared?" I asked. She blushed again. "I wouldn't now what to do. I've never done it before and I'm afraid I'd make a fool of myself. Have. Hesimply could not see himself as anything other than a total simperingsissy, but a nagging feeling that there clearly was something 'more' outthere kept returning to his tormented, yet so provocative dreams.Then there was Jock, again and again -- his knight in shining armor. Noscene seemed complete without Jock, however compelling the dominant womenwere.Being in his arms was divine ... so natural, so comfortable. Each loopreturned to Jock.*****Julian awoke in his sumptuous, girlie bedroom with. Seemingly her ex-husband was very cruel to her. She was in fact happy when the raiders had killed her husband. If she did not rush and do as he bid he beat her. Since she was an orphan she had no choice but to go with her husband and do as he bid. There was no place for her to stay and in fact was even thinking of killing herself.She had told all this to Jane as they were being taken back to their village, and she had asked Jane then about coming here. Women! Jane had known about this well. "Aaw, thanks honey, that's so sweet ofyou! You know, it's funny that when you're dressed in your girlclothes, I'm starting to notice a change in your personality. Theclothing seems to be making your more - well, "girly" in your mannerand emotions. I think that's wonderful, sweetie! As a boy, you wouldnever have expressed positive emotions in that manner and I think it'sjust, well - a nice change. Oops," she said as she caught herself."I realize that I just referred to you as a "boy" in.