I wasn't so sure about the new me.I washed the wine glasses while Dennis told me what he had learned about wine from the man at the wine store. I put ...the glasses out while the wine was allowed to breathe. I didn't know it had to do that!While the wine was breathing I put dinner on the table and we sat down to eat. We started with a toast with the wine. This was not expensive wine. None of the bottles had cost more than fifteen dollars. But the difference between this and the stuff that Nathan. I ended up getting my flannel bottoms that I wear around the house when I am alone.I laid back down pressed my legs together tightly and felt my insides spasm. I do believe it wanted something inside of me. I guess I fall right to sleep because the next thing I know my alarm was going off waking me up.Chapter 2I keep thinking back to last night. God I am still so tired from it. But my body wants more and then some more. You ask what did I do last night? Well let me tell you. I had been online. Especially not when they had nothing to be sorry for, ‘It’s not you. You did nothing wrong.’ She looked into his eyes. Pain. As deep and dark as her own. In years to come, Lacey played back that moment over and over again. And still she was never sure how it happened. Had she kissed him or had he kissed her? But it did not matter, not then, not ever, because the truth was that in the darkest moment two tired and weary souls reached for one another. Each made the choice to take a risk…one more. He unfastened his bedroll, and spread it out over the paillasse with the groundsheet below the heavy blankets. Men coming off duty or guard came in and warmed themselves by the stove before going to their bunks.David knew two men would be on guard duty at the entrance to the cleft all through the night, but they only stood guard for an hour before being relieved due to the bitterly cold wind that blew from it. David smiled, they never complained or protested, and just accepted it as their duty..