"Ok, let me think about it," she said, "right, how about I let you have a copy of the picture of me on the beach last year, you know the topless one."... Well that's a start," I said, "ok what about if I lend you my Polaroid camera and a couple of packs of film, then you and Pam take some topless pictures of each other and then you let me have them." How many?" she asked."All of them," I said."No way, you can pick two of each of us, but the rest we keep." She offered."Ok agreed, but before I sleep. I was taken aback. I did not know what to do; I saw a small opening between them and just pushed through and ran as fast as I could. I reached home, gave my stepmom the milk and went to my room and locked the door. My heart was pounding so hard that I thought I would faint. That was the first time that a hijra had ever talked to me in my whole life. I did not know what to make out of it.After a few days, I saw the group again in front of a shop arguing with the shopkeeper to give them money.. "Randy thanked her and left. He got out just in time to get to theplatform and catch the train. He knew the maglev ran every thirtyminutes so he felt relief to catch this SEPTA train. He closed his eyesand tried to relax as he rode the thirty minutes home. It was the dinnerhour and the car was crowded.The next day, Randy made a point to be early for his meeting with Gailfor the weekly math session. Sometimes, she was late and he wanted toset a good example. They talked for the first couple of. "Sh, sh, sh, I totally understand what a big step it is and you should think it through and not act on the spur of the moment." I said hugging her and letting her head rest on my shoulder."It's not totally that, I know that you're the man I want to be my first. Don't freak out at that, I've just had so many fantasies about it. I don't want you to go or anything, I still want to get intimate, just don't let THAT happen." She whispered in my ear."Don't worry, you can lead the way." I whispered.