The next night, I made sure we played cards in Michael’s room again and I tried to engineer a repeat performance of ‘the opening of the flies’. ...But it didn’t work. I began to wonder if Michael was on to me. Somehow, though, it seemed to be taken for granted that I was sharing with Michael and as part of my unfolding plan, when he went off to the bathroom, I ran back to my room to get my pen-torch, which I then proceeded to hide under my pillow in Michael’s room.Later, as we lay side by side. I pointed to my lips and mumbled something like, "Mouth full." She said her mouth is full," one of the girls said."What?" Brick said. "Get up here, bitch. You got a trophy? You bringyour daddy a mouth full a cum, prove you done good, like a dog with abone?"I walked up to him, the watching crowd off to our right."You do the new guy?" he asked.I nodded and handed him the three packs of cigarettes."Good," he said, tossing him to his purser. "Now what's in your mouth?" I think he will be a good. I also noticed she had started to outline a figure. It would be the image of me lying on my tummy on the blanket. "Oh Jan that's so beautiful." I said. "We'll need to come back and finish it sometime." she said. Just then I felt a rush of emotion and a tear came to my eye and I lifted my head to face Jan and gave her a hug and said "thanks." Realizing only then that our chests were bare and had brushed against each other for just a few moments. For a moment I felt a rush of pleasure deep in my. " I returned to her request. I started picking up the trash room by room, in the large trash bag. When picked up the kitchen trash and dumped it into the collection bag, I got the surprise of my life. A used condom from the middle of the kitchen trash can fell onto the floor. I picked it up, looked at it and started to call to my wife. Before a word came out of my mouth I stopped. There was no reason for there to be a condom, no less and used condom, in our house. I had a vasectomy many years.