I continued massaging her arms and slowly went up to her neck. Now came the part where I was treading thin ice. Enjoying the sound of her breaths and ...the feeling of her breathing on my face (I was really close to her body by now), I slowly moved my hands towards the topmost part of her exposed cleavage, rubbing them on her skin all the time so it hopefully would feel like I was just massaging her. I was careful not to touch her cleavage or her boobs as that would be a total mood-kill right. Although at twenty-two, I'm a bit old for some of the teens that sun bathe out here during the summer, it's still nice to get a smoldering look from one of those lolitas. I often fantasize at returning when these beauties have reached an age where they could appreciate a sissy slut such as myself begging them to dominate me in much the same fashion as my dear perfect mistress of a mother does these days. Actually I was really hoping that those nice policemen who previously arrested me. I clenched my fists nervouslywhile she set a glass of the whisky in front of me, then took a sip ofher own."It's that bad?" I finally asked."It depends," Nikki said with a forced smile. "On what your definitionof bad is I mean." Then she took another sip before asking, "What doyou know about Doctor McKormick's work?"I thought about it for a moment before shrugging, "Just that he wastrying to cure...whatever it was he had." I didn't know much about it either until last night," Nikki. The first drink didn't help, nor the second, nor the several after that. I kept seeing and hearing Jess say she loved me and then she was gone. I had been at the bar for about two hours when the bartender told me to leave my keys on the bar. He felt I was too drunk to drive and he said he would call me a cab from the nearby town. As he turned to make the call, I left, jumped in my truck, and burned rubber down the road.About ten minutes later the double vision, my crying, and my thoughts of.