"I get out and you notice for the first time that I'm in board shorts and a t-shirt. My t-shirt is left on the car seat as I walk around to help you o...ut of the car.As I help you out, I push you back against the car door and kiss you hard even as my hands start to tug your yoga pants down. As my lips drop to kiss your neck you look frantically over my shoulder to see who is watching but the beach is reassuringly quiet at this time of the morning. A few people jogging pay no attention as I push. I still had an hour before I needed to leave. So I sat at the kitchen table sipping my coffee, trying to make sense of the massive changes in my life and the events that caused them. I could not make sense out of any of this. I alternated between gut wrenching guilt, a debilitating sense of anxiety and a level of excitement that I could not recall previously experiencing.I heard Robert moving about. I looked up and saw him bounding down the stairs completely naked, his flaccid penis bobbing. Vo bola nisha cream lagane se tumhari chut me aasani se chala jayega fir usne mere paw uche kiye aur apna lund meri chut par rakha aur ak jor ka dhakka diya mujhe laga jese meri jan nikal jayegi mar gaiiiiiiinikalo ritesh mujhe bahut pain ho raha bahar nikalo lekin usne meri nahi mani aur mere boob chusne laga aur bola kuchh nahi hoga meri jan pahli bar chud rahi ho esliye thora pain ho raha.Uske boob chusne se mera pain kam hua fir ritesh ne jor ka dhakka diya to uska pura lund meri chut me. Either way, it was a long week and I wasn’t able to get back to Hayward until late Friday night.I slept in Saturday morning, trying to catch up on my sleep from my motel nights in lumpy beds and noisy surroundings. I was awakened by the phone ringing and it must have gone to the answering machine before I was really aware of what the noise was. I glanced at the clock on my night table and saw it was almost nine-thirty, much later than my usual hour to rise.I checked the answering machine after.