So that's one obstacle down. I needed to steady myself and sober up quickly; a 5 floor ride on the elevator isn't exactly that long for me to have tim...e to fix myself. I didn't even bother removing my stilettos as I got off the elevator since the plush carpet would silence my footsteps. I took one deep steadying breath as I opened the door to our condo unit. I knew when these doors open; there will be hell to pay. As I walked tentatively across the living room, I saw no signs of the monster. This is along one hope i wont bore you and you find it interesting to read and sorry for any grammatical errors.Now coming back to the incident it happened last year we have been separated as a batch and i had this girl Vishnutha; in my batch who was a very calm and less talking out of all in the group. I had very good rapo with all and we decided our project and have done research about it and all then we had to give our first presentation and except me and another girl all failed and. I told my slut give her a kiss she bent forward and kissed her deep. The director said ok subs the first test today is while being cuffed you are to go thru the resort and have master or mistresses mark you with markers and let them do anything they want to you.soon we were walking toward the restaurants and asked several masters and mist rices if they wanted to use us. No this one said no and then this mistress said yes and she asked what she was to do to us she said ok. Walked to us and un. I cried with my head on my arms on the dining room table. I was aware that Kira stood next to me, holding my shoulders, softly stroking my arms. "Oh, Mom ... I'm sorry..."I had compartmentalized my memories of Jackie. It wasn't that I planned it. Thoughts of my sister were torn from me, everything about Jackie which reminded me of her loss wrapped tightly and buried. I think I was defending myself, refusing to deal with the grief. The more time passed, the less often I felt the memories trying.