Paul didn't understand how he would be able to follow his owndisappearance and its effects, but he did understand the main message:that he was going t...o disappear for good and finally this triggered hisfighting instincts. But of course it was much too late for that. Richardreacted promptly and without mercy, viciously squeezing the balls of his"lover" until Paul lay curled up on the cold marble floor of theapartment's hall, vomiting in pain through the tube inserted into hisstomach, a feeling. “We met up a couple of times after that but she never really got fully into it. She couldn’t relax properly when he was around and that sort of spoilt it.” He replied. “This is what I was meaning earlier. You will have to be comfortable with your lover in front of Brian and he in turn feel comfortable as well. Also Brian will have to be willing to allow you both space.” “In what way?” Tammy asked. “Well take now for instance.” He explained. “You might want to have some privacy with me. Now a. She might be okay if they were in the same room making love while the three of us were making love, but she'd never go with them any more than they'd welcome you to be with them without me. It's a weird dynamic." Yeah. It sure is." Don't think it's over. We really opened Pandora's box when we made that agreement as freshmen." What do you mean?" I mean that both Doreen and Rachel want to be with you." But they've been with Doug forever. I mean, Doreen's his fucking sister!" That's just it.. And I'll be here for you no matter what. I'll never kick you out." I said.Then she kissed me passionately again."I love you too. You have always been such a great brother and friend to me, I can never thank you enough," Judy replied."Well let's go and get this over with now," I said."OK, but can I have another hug and kiss first," Judy asked."Yes of course," I replied.Then we hugged and kissed again and we went out to my car to make the trip back to Bill's place. We made it there in about 15.