Good friends. Lovers. Partners. One night stands. Every type of human emotional and sexual relationship you can name. But this little true story is ab...out trying something and knowing it was me who was wrong about myself and the kind of psychic scar it has left me with. This episode goes back to when I was 25 and I had been enjoying some wild times as Holly in all kinds of ways. I was a lot more devil may care then, regards my sex life. Hell I was well aware of AIDS and the price that could be. Boobs and bikinis and asses all around in the movie. We dranked and laughed but my attention was on Susan. She was there! I couldn`t believe my luck. If the night would develop as we all think, full of sex, I will fuck Susan, the gorgeous big titted 18 year old hottie from school. Oh my God! What a night to remember. As I imagined all of these, my cock went mad in my pants, the boner being ovious for every one in the room. Susan saw my boner. I tryed to hide id with the beer in my hands, but. Thought this is the day that I ever imagined to happen.He thought I might me afraid of doing this since being his brother’s friend. He was staring at me now and said: “There is nothing wrong doing this and I won’t tell anyone either ”. “Don’t be a kid now ….don’t you think you want this too”.I said, “Yes! I want to do this too”.He said, “ So how you are going to do this”.Now, all my fantasies are about to become real now and I don’t want to lose this chance. Without thinking I came close him. She was drunk and had passed out and he sat between us. In the front was the designated driver, this guys sister and her boyfriend sat in the front seat, I was the spare girl for whoever needed some fun.During the drive with his hand casually d****d over my shoulder he soon found his probbing fingers inside my bra, teasing my erect nipple until it just popped-out of my halve-cut bra. I distinctly remember seeing his sister adjust the rear view mirror to watch us then wink to her brother.This.