Car&hellip,Crash. Was his only response. Oh my God. I started to cry harder and harder I could Hear Vampira crying. I&hellip,Love&hellip,you. He said ...weakening. I love you too. Always and forever. I said through sobs and breaths. He closed his eyes and the machine made a loud continuous beeping sound. He died&hellip,John Fields has died. The man who I loved more than anyone was taken from me. I-Im going to check on Lilith. Vampira said trying to control her breathing. I went with her crying. "Okay, I can talk. You still there?" I'm still here. What are you doing?" I asked."I was going to take a shower, read a book, and then go to bed. What about you? What are you up to?"Jerking off. Reading. Playing with the piano. Jerking off, again."I think I might watch a movie," I said.I avoided talking about what I really wanted to talk about, what she knew this was about. I told her I had to take it easy with my money. I couldn't afford drinks, couldn't afford to show her the good time she. .."He put his finger against her lips. "Trust me, there are times when you have to let the past be past." But... isn't that wrong?" Would it cause any pain?" Well, there have been a lot of men. And I don't know... how do guys react to that?" Most don't like it. They want to be the only one. It's a guy thing." So... I shouldn't tell him?" I'm not saying that, I'm just saying it's something you can't make an instant decision about." But..." Talk it over with Krissi, with me, with Sue, and with. I found it quite erotic thinking about the major fuck session that was performed right there on that very innocent looking bed.Nursing a semi hard on I ducked into the bathroom just as mum was coming up the stairs.“Morning sleepy head” she called as she banged on the bathroom door.“Morning mum” I replied through a mouthful of toothpaste.She was already back downstairs when I came out from the bathroom.Stepping into my bedroom to get dressed I was horrified to find that my mum had been in my.