This day happened to be a really strange day. Unusual things were happening today, things I just couldn’t control, small things that just made the d...ay crazy. I can usually be found at the gym right after work except on weekends with the exception of Sunday. Today was definitely a day for a work out and then after the gym a nice soak in the hot tub at home. To go out for drinks or something tonight would be great. After my workout I change my clothes and head for home. On the way I hear my cell. To... breathe... thank.... you..... "He gave me a few minutes, walking back to the cart and getting me another drink. I know I should watch how much alcohol I was having. I hadn't been this drunk in a very long time. Like reading my mindWilliam " there isn't a lot of alcohol in these, your as drunk as you feel. It's the intensity. "I knew I was sobering up again, the realization hit me now, I had definitely cheated now. Earlier really was just petting and playing around. We had just fucked,. .what you doing''''shhhh relax ''''hey wait ahhhhhh ahhhhhh oh fuck im not gay heyyyy ahhhhhh shit my godddd''just a single finger getting deep in i was caught of guard ass up fingered him pushing my hands away ''ahhh ahh hmy godddd, shit shit ahhh ahhhhh ahhhhhhh ''\''you have such a great little gay ass''''shit im not gay i swear ahhh hahhhhh shiiit''face down ass up fingered and helpless''please please boss im not gay''''my finger think you are, its too warm nice and cute not to be. We traveled by train leaving Chicago and traveled to the great state of Wyoming. Upon arrival at Cheyenne, I rented a Jeep that could help us go where the paved roads stopped, and the firebreak trails began.We, him and I, ah John and I, we wanted to be well away from humankind and out in the true wilds of Wyoming.Us…, we were as I remember it, happy, excited, and hopeful from just having finished with college. As I look back on us, we had our lives to live with nothing but successes coming our.