. I've done similar to this to myself... I.. Ijust wish now, as I did then, that I was doing this for someone whoactually cares for me...But I can do ...this.. even though I'm not sure I want to fuck Caroline.. it'sbetter than the alternative... as I force myself up I feel her grab my ponytail and pull, forcing my head back. "Stupid fucking toy! You can't evenplay the game right... the fucking toy isn't supposed to win! Do you thinkMiss Cleo's husband ever makes it through one of her fucking. The only problem with this was there were fewer defensive players downfield and ended up being man to man on receivers. The coach had the safeties studying the plays of the other team so they could recognize them from their positions.We were let go for supper and didn't have to go back. I wasn't near as beat up today as yesterday and after supper with my crowd, I was happy to go home and do some reading.Clarice was very perky today but was walking a little funny. Courtney told me, "Now that. He then eases it out of me and takes some close up pics of the cum around my wrecked hole telling me how hot and slutty I look. I lay there and moan not knowing how the hell I can take any more. Round three:He tells me my cock will cum this time and this might be the final fuck of the day, depending on how he feels after. After lubing me I feel his cock in my ass, he tells me he’s going to give me some personal lube and fucks me and pumps his load into my ass. I am so nervous about this one, he. I still hungered for her, as a lover and especially as a friend. I knew the lover part wasn't in the cards at all, but I really missed her friendship, and kept hoping we might revive that. Over the years we'd shared so many good times and she'd always been there for me.But she was skittish, unsure. I suspected she was afraid if she got too close to me I might press the lover issue, which I'd never, ever do. I was hoping over time that fear might go away and we could just be friends.