.. I think I wanted it too, because I kindof pressed up against him. I completely lost my body for a long time.Except where we were touching. Som...e time that wasn't enough later Travis pulled back again. Itried to move with him, but he just straightened up and out of reach.I hoped he wasn't saying anything, because I was dizzy and my eyeswouldn't focus and my ears were thudding with the sound of my heart. Weweren't kissing any more, but he was still holding me up. I was stillhanging on. Amanda looked at the stunning diamond on her finger, then up at Corey."I know I'm betting my life on it." she whispered. "Right now I'm so afraid of losing you, I really want to take the easy way out, to lie to you, to say maybe you're right, maybe I can just be your sweet little girl next door and you can keep strangling yourself from swallowing your rage. But I know it would only last awhile, and then we'd lose."If we take this step, it'll be hard for all of us at first, but then we'll be. The only woman for me is your mom, and she’s unavailable. Still, Marian would have been a good fit for me I think, but well...” I said. She nodded, but I still had a nagging feeling that there was something I was missing.“So how are you and Daniel doing these days. I mean now that you are back from London,” I said. I was actually very interested in how they were doing. Newlyweds almost always had challenges as soon as the beds got made the morning after the wedding night.“Real good, well, you. She just didn't think she'd be getting to them so soon."Look at the bright side." Mrs. McGee said as she helped clean her daughter up, get a new pair of panties and showed her about tampons, maxi pads and other feminine products. "When I had my first period, it was in gym class. Reminded me of that horror movie, Carrie." Thanks mom." Tammy smiled as she changed into white tank top, belted blue jeans, a mid heel brown leather boot and matching jacket. "Thanks for the clothes."Tammy spent the.