He was telling her about some of the strange tests they had him doing. He knew he had to be very careful, as he was sure his room was videoed. When he... did some of the tests, he thought it felt like something was going to happen, so he made it stop. Jen was going to ask more, but the dream started to fade so she told him goodbye then woke up.It took her a few minutes to get her bearings. Then Matt saw she was awake and helped her with a cup that had some water in it this time. Just as she was. No matter what I drunk, howmany pork scratchings I chomped, I was tasting the dust and blood on theroadside strip in Iraq - bad sign. Flashbacks!Not tonight, please not tonight. I tried to stop myself rubbing thescars on my hand, the groove on my cheek - Box noticed, but didn't sayanything. It was tough ground even for brothers to walk on"Good night," said the lady behind the desk as I hurried past to myroom, number thirteen and unlucky for some no doubt. Iraq had taught meluck was more fickle. I don't find men attractive. Perhaps its a self loathing, that I hate being a man. It would be fun to have sex with a guy as a woman, but I cannot imagine kissing a guy, or going on a date with one. Men are not for me. My biggest fantasies involve me being submissive. To be tied up, stripped naked, spanked, whipped, fucked with a strapon. Like the lesbian bondage videos I watched as a teen. I didn't even masturbate to them back then, I just marvelled at them, wishing I was the girl who was tied. He would kiss her small titties and her soft pussy. She loved getting her pussy kissed and feeling his tongue lick her.As she aged, he would touch her more. She got nice titties and he would suck them and pull them with his teeth. He would kiss down to her pussy and lick her before he would play with her with his fingers. He grabbed her clit and rubbed it between two fingers which made her pussy tingle and pulse, but she loved when he inserted his finger in her hole. First he just inserted his.