We are without hope. It cannot be replenished here.No, it would not be here. But we do have much of this, in various forms, on this world. In other pl...aces. I know where large forms of this can be had. I have studied this. We call it 'thorium.' The natural crystalline ore is 'thorianite.' It is a prized radioactive material on this world. We are beginning to study how to produce vast quantities of energy with it. We have used a similar material, 'uranium, ' but it is a deadly substance, too. "I asked, "when will I have my operation?" In a couple of weeks or so. We have found from experience that if a girl knows the exact date she is more likely to be sick, so we don't tell them the exact date." Exactly two weeks later I was taken from my room and transported to the hospital for my surgery. Although I was feeling no pain, they helped me through this by giving me a sedative at supper, without my knowledge. I didn't come to my complete senses until two days later and by that time, it. I sent it and got a reply as "You're fucking huge!" I laughed when I read it. I was about 8 and a 1/2 inches long and about a quarter width wide. The ladies loved it. I then received another pic of her fully nude. She had nice breasts with big nipples which I loved. And a nice perky ass. We both wanted to fuck each other so bad, but she lived in New York and I lived in Ohio. We knew that we may never see each other. We talked for a month or two and Spring break was coming up. I had been working. Halfway through my workout, I'm happy to catch a couple of glances at a round butt, wiggling back and forth with every stride. What I don't know is that this is the very offense that seals my fate... I've got headphones in, of course, so I don't hear the screams from the women's locker room. Before long, though, people are filing past me, some faster than others. When I see a few people point, and even more now looking behind me and either dropping their jaws or running away, of course I turn.