With Ash around and in my head this is not an ideal situation for me. I order two dry white wines when I feel someone standing next to me. "Add a beer...," he says and smiles at me. He seems to have no problem seeing me at all and laughs at my shock reaction. "Hi, how are you?" he asks, looking at me from head to toe and staring at the skirt with his gaze. He takes the beer and wine for Tracy and sits down at our table as if it were the most normal thing in the world. I feel the body heat of his. After the enema and shower I make my way to our closet to pick out something to wear for the evening. This is not one of the "gee what should I wear" moments but rather " if I put this on will She be happy with me?" I take a black leather harness off the hook and slide it over my head and shoulders. The roller buckle fits just in the hollow of my solar plexus, next comes the shroud and collar for the penis and scrotum; this is somewhat like a chastity harness in so much as I can't access myself. " They shared a high five and giggled up a storm.Grace came into my den and asked, "How did it go with Dora?" I think it went very well. We cleared the air and she told me she is in love with me. I told her that we need to take it slow and be sure of what we do." So I take it you did not make love with her?" That's correct. She needs to be absolutely sure she wants it and that it's the right thing to do. I don't want to give her any idea that I would be taking advantage of her. I still have a. Don’t worry, you’re still my number one guy!” He said jokingly, as if he had to reassure Matty for some reason.Hearing that Matty had done not one, but two shoots with Carly surprised Hayley. She knew about his shoots with Megan, and how they resembled her own in terms of shoot one being more softcore, and in both second shoots, the shoot had gone further and resulted in full sex, making her wonder how many of the other girls had done shoots with him. It wasn’t something that represented a.