I have never minded this behavior as it generally makes her randy and if she has managed a good flash, we end up having great sex. I guess you would s...ay that it is all reasonably tame behavior; however it has added a degree of spice to our marriage over the years.A series of events that occurred recently however have changed her behavior significantly and I am still endeavoring to come to terms with it all. We were watching the cricket on TV and there was a streakier, an attractive young girl. I cursed under my breath almost constantly as Islowly moved away from my former home, not sure where Icould go or what I could do. I only knew that I couldn'tstay there... I couldn't go back. Not to my home, not to myjob and even my friends and family. Every one of themthought that I was dead and I couldn't face breaking theirhearts by showing up alive again, and revealing what kindof freak that I'd been turned into. At least not until Icould get turned back to normal, and I wasn't holding. ’ ‘Yes, El, you could, you’re stronger than that.’ ‘Will, it almost killed me the first time around, but I stayed on this earth because of my baby. Then I lost her too and lying in that hospital bed, I was ready to die—.’ ‘El—,’ Will started. ‘No, Will, I was ready to end my very life. I had nothing to live for. If I lose this baby too, I’ll still have you. But if I lose you, I can’t say that I’d stick around again for the baby.’ ‘I don’t know what to say to that, El,’ Will sighed,. The next day he got up got dressed at a good breakfast with his grandparents then he got into his 2001 Ford F-150 went into town and started looking for work.He stopped at every business in town that had a help wanted sign on display and filled out a job application. As he headed home to have lunch with his grandparents he saw that Walmart had a help wanted sign on display.So he pulled into the store's parking lot parked his truck went inside and he obtained a job application.After filling it.