..." The anaesthetist cameover to the table and signalled to Vanessa it was time for her toleave. She gave my hand one final big squeeze and departed ...the room,holding tight onto my overnight bag as promised."Ok Rebecca, you're going to feel a slight prick in your left arm, thenin a few seconds you'll begin to drift off..." Ok..." I whispered."5, 4, 3, 2...." There was the prick.This was it, there was no going back now. My final thoughts were of myMum. Had she really forgotten about me, or did. " Don't tell me don't," Ling growled."You'll kill her if you do that," William said.Ling froze and stared at William before turning to stare at the tank. Just one blow would drain the tank. She looked back at William trying to decide if it was worth her time to argue with him. Frustrated she asked, "Why?" Think about what will happen inside there when you bust out the side," William said.Ling growled and nodded her head. She said, "Get her out of there and into some clothes." Can't do that,". Whither away so early, Little Red-Cap?’ ‘To my grandmother’s, Mr. Wolf sir.’ ‘What have you got in your satchel?’ ‘Cake and wine. Yesterday was baking-day, so poor sick Grandmother is to have something good, to make her stronger.’ ‘Where does your Grandmother live, Little Red-Cap?’ ‘A good two miles farther on in the wood. Her house stands under the three large oak-trees, the nut-trees are just below. You surely must know it,’ replied Little Red-Cap. The Wolf thought to himself, what a tender. About the same time l moved onto my 2 older sisters’ underwear, l would dress a pillow in a pair of their knickers and a bra padded out with socks then fit a dress over the pillow so l had one of my sisters dressed on my bed ready to be fucked. I was acquiring quite a collection of knickers, French, silky, nylon and lace, some l would find in the street but other’s l would take when visiting aunts and cousins even family friends, when l got the chance l would fuck the knickers pretending l was.