But at the same time I had this gnawing fear, that if Sue was that excited about this man after just two evenings of dancing, how strong would this at...traction become if they actually became lovers. And this fear ate into my soul, just as it drove me to new heights of excitement.I looked at the clock. They’d be here in a few minutes, and I still had no idea what I was going to tell Sue. I felt like a man being literally torn down the middle, as fear pulled me in one direction and excitement. All the girls got this dreamy look in their eyes & went “awe”, James just laughed & said “Your still doing that shit huh?” I laughed & said I guess so. The girls all looked perplexed & said “Doing what?” I told James to explain while I went to piss. I walked off & James started explaining. He told them, “Cory & I went to school together & he has this weakness for women not in the sense of wanting to fuck everyone he meets its more of a compulsion to help & take care of women. Now it’s not that. Plus sheis a good actress."I said, "Go on with your tale."Steve said, "The game said set a high score and you win a prize. Allresults are final." Tell us more please, Miss." said Mike.Steve sobbed and went on, "I had set the high score. Then there was aflash of pink light. I felt tingly all over. I looked in the barmirror. Plus the game is dead."Mike said, "Well the game will not turn on. Might be a blown fuse."I said, "That was the easy. Now for the hard ones."Steve was in tears when she. I was hypnotized by the sound of the small animal’s bones being crushed, watching it being killed and swallowed. Every inch of my body wanted to get up and run away, but it was impossible. I was paralyzed, forced to bear witness to the terrible scene. Something strange arose from deep within my body, a terrible feeling as if I was… envious.She seemed to notice I was uncomfortable, and in an effort to calm me, she pulled my head towards her and laid it on her lap. So close to her body, my nose.