’ ‘You don’t mean that.’ She contradicted. ‘You’re my Anna, my good little girl…’ I could barely understand a word she said through h...er tears. ‘I’m nothing to you anymore,’ I added dispassionately. ‘Leave me alone. I want to go to sleep.’ I rolled over and refused even to look in her direction. She didn’t move for a good ten minutes and nor did I. I heard her stand up and fumble around with some tissues. ‘I’m sorry Anna,’ she finally said. ‘I’ll never be able to stop loving you but I hope. When she comes back from the bathroom she sits closer, my hand is under the table, I go for the leg — I figured I could blame it on the wine if necessary, but I didn’t think it would be, she was a bit looser by then. At the leg she doesn’t remove my hand at first, but then she moves it away. In my mind I say I’m not playing this game tonight, I’m going home to some lotion and some long strokes from my right hand. I tell her it’s late and start to get ready to leave. She says she doesn’t want to. "While the women went off, I told Jeremy that he needed to think through the implications of his program and start coming up with suggestions to discuss with me. I started to think through what this meant, and how dangerous their unwavering obedience could be. An inadvertent misunderstood comment and they would do something that could not be undone. I told him to pack up his equipment and be ready to take it with us.I went upstairs to find Kristen finishing up. I asked her to stay calm, but to. We played games and had fun. Then we had a dance session in the pool.All the girls were looking really hot in the pool with their wet bodies but my focus was on just one. Shalini had worn a red bikini which was exposing her cleavage and barely covering her boobs. She looked at me and came towards me and we were talking. She suddenly started moving her hands over my upper body, praising my biceps and my athletic build. I just wanted to rip off her bikini and fuck her right there at the moment.