I mean, I knew, intellectually, it was wrong from the start. But sometime in ‘84 or ‘85, I began having very serious second thoughts. There were s...trong pushes from Karin and Anala that really jarred my thinking and pushed me to reconsider what I’d done.”“I’m going to ask you the questions I’ve asked you every time. Remember, you must be completely forthright with me.”I nodded, “Yes, of course.”“Do you have any sexual feelings towards your sister? Any urge to be with her?”“No.”“If you were. . no... What in the hell is so funny?" Jake asked Juno with an incredulous look on his face. Stifling his laughter a moment Juno revealed, "Have you forgotten that you are dealing with the Jinn realm? You are an extraordinary man in an extraordinary situation. You have more Jinns than any master has ever had, more protection than any man ever has. You have the equal love of four women that you love just as much. You and YOU alone can make children with a Jinn not just yours but ANY Jinn! Ah! I. I decided to not tell him. Ithurt. But pretending to be someone else is something I'm used to. Butruining a vacation for both of us is something completely different.And it was as hard as I thought. Sure, we had fun and everything. Butinside me, I felt that pain again. What kept me smiling was theappointment in the hospital right after our return. And to be honest Inever looked more forward to returning home than I did on thisvacation. But when we returned fate stepped in and scared me to. For craft folk, camping is a necessary evil. Anywhere that is far enough from prying eyes is even further from running water, electricity and sewers. By the time we arrived it was late afternoon. The cycle ride from the station had left me sweaty irritated and tired. The other women went in the car with the tents. I had to be reading Simonne de blasted Beauvoir and volunteered to be the one who cycled with the men. What had been exhausting work on the paved road became worse when we dived off.