It was now hard as a rock and over 8 inches. I so wanted to suck his cock. I finally got the string undone and then kevin saked if I could help him ti...e it so it didnt get knotted again. I reached inside his waste band and as i found the tip of the string my fingers touched the tip of his cock. I said I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable. he said no, don't be you made me feel good. then he added thankis for untieing the string, too. he grinned and AI grinned back and then I hugged him. I. Submission had never been a part of my erotic dreams or fantasies. Was it possible that, in allowing this to happen, I was indirectlysubmitting to both Linda and her date? Or even further, that I wassomehow submitting directly to HIM, with her as the intermediary oroffering if you will? Were there, god forbid, homosexualundertones here? You know, like subconsciously making love to himthrough my wife? Okay, I'll admit, since I'm being perfectly frankhere, that on a couple occasions I'd. I'm sure thinking about all of those stories at once is what caused my mind to wander down some new, at least for me, paths.What would have happened, I wondered, if I had made different choices at various times during my life? If I hadn't climbed that tree when I was 9, falling and shattering my arm, what would have been different? If I'd buckled down and applied for scholarships in high school I would probably never have met my first wife — what would the rest of my life have been like then?. You know deep down he wants it too. He can only ask you to stop and tell you that he is not interested in you that way. Of course that will crush you but you have survived rejection before many times, girl. So just do it!" She slammed the visor back into place and turned the keys dangling from the ignition, the engine started with a roar and she slid into gear and took off. At every stop light she would go through the doubt and chastising over and over, until she was finally there and walking.