She dreaded trips to the village where she was shunned by the women and tormented by the men with lewd and lascivious taunts as she did the family sho...pping. She wondered at times if she might lose her sanity, or if life itself was no longer worth living. More than once she contemplated suicide, but each time she shied away, unable to take that final, ultimate step.Even the women she considered close friends had deserted her and she was left to live a life that on the one hand was filled with a. Its really risky. If we get caught we'll be in such big trouble, you know that." I know, I know ... but just think. We can do this. It isn't like something we're going to do all the time. Just once and we can have enough money for the dress." Well, I..." Come on Callie." I interrupted "Imagine yourself in the dress. You will look so incredibly beautiful. You've been talking about it for ages. Can't you just picture yourself wearing it? The dress was made for you. We'll be able to rent a limo as. In less than 15 minutes I’m home. Your shoes are not yet here, glad to know I arrived first. Took off my shoes, and placed them in the rack. I swiftly move from the foyer towards the kitchen. I’ll be preparing lasagna tonight, I hope you’re hungry…for food and…me. I began to imagine you taking me on the dining table. Pinning me down, and fucking me hard. These naughty thoughts made me smile and horny. I shoved off those nasty fantasies for the meantime, I need to focus in cooking our dinner. I. Some who hired me didn't want it knowed I was working for them; some wanted me to kill someone on the quiet side like. One thing I wouldn't do was shoot a man from ambush or in the back. Lost more than one job because I wanted to face the men I shot. I don't have much to be proud of in my life, but I'm proud of that by God."The old man grunted and used his hands to pull himself up higher against his saddle. He waved off Luke's offer of assistance."I got a reputation as a fast gun; every so.