Time for a bit of introspection. Here I was with 3 different women who had indicated a desire to have sex with me. So far I'd spanked two of them, kis...sed one, and slept with... none? I've already stated my feelings about sex without bondage, but bondage without sex? Perhaps Helen was right. Maybe I was a little more lost than I thought. For a brief moment I considered therapy, but that insanity passed. I had even less confidence in therapists than I did in fortune tellers. (Recently, a student. ” I was so wet the resistance was gone as Hasan was able to sink into me till his balls were all that was left resting against me. Hasan paused there and still looking me in the eyes said “God Teresa I have wanted this for so long.” As he pulled back it felt like he was pulling my vaginas walls with him. I could feel the head almost at the entrance then he pushed all the way back in, it felt like my clit was being pulled in with it. It felt amazing as he picked up the pace I moaned loudly “OH. As the day draws to an end this young woman approaches me. "Umm you're very cute and smell nice," she whispers. I look at her and smile. "Thanks, you're cute too," I say as I walk away smiling to myself. The following day comes. I introduce myself to everyone, taking my time in getting to know everyone. I hear in the distant background someone says, "He’s all mine." So days, weeks go by then another female comes up asking am I single, married, and so on. Once again I smile to myself, walking. Her hair was done in a special way that made her look very elegant, but her dress, a deep green in color, was also a highlight. For the first time, I saw her with some makeup and while it wasn't very much, it enhanced her appearance dramatically."Oh, my, Rose. You look wonderful," I said in awe."Thank you, Doug. You look very handsome yourself." I'll check in with Debbie around nine o'clock to make sure everything is okay," Margaret said. "Have a nice evening and don't rush back. Enjoy.