February 14th 2008, Valentines Day I watched her through hooded eyes as she slipped into the bedroom, and then tried to control the grin I felt growin...g on my lips when I saw what she was wearing. Fuck, she’s still capable of giving me a hard-on I thought as I watched her full, round breasts moving under the diaphanous, ivory colored, silk babydoll she was wearing. To her husband of f******n years her already hard, dark pink, half dollar sized nipples indicated her excitement, the wetness I knew. “On my mark ... Now! Thirteen minutes and forty seconds.”There was a moment’s delay, and then a shout. “Yahoo! We’re making our first turn now, one segment down, twenty-three to go, 2.3 kilometers. Expect us in twelve minutes, less.”Kiyoko felt such a strong rush of adrenalin she almost felt like crying. “Not even close!”“Yeah, lots of extra time...”“Don’t bother to talk unless you have to. Just give me a heads up when I should open the door for you. Or if you want, I can call out the time on. I shook my head to keep those memories away. That bastard. I let myself remember making my decision, though. Taking the pills, then realizing that it was not going to be enough. If two are prescribed for sleep, four weren't going to, like, kill ... So I'd thought of the bridge. The hurried walk, standing there, getting ready to jump, and then...And then what?Was I even still alive? Unfortunately, I felt alive. In fact, I felt alive enough that I realized I needed to pee. I lay there a minute. Just let her be happy for fucks sake, I say to them. Everyone is quiet when Im done. Emily and Andrew look in shock. While Jordan is grinning. Michelle kisses me on the cheek and grins too. Jay hooks my neck and kisses me on the lips…and yes with tongue…lots of it. When he finally lets me go, he whispers to me, Fucking proud of you baby. His forever girl? Emily asks quietly back. The men in this family dont play when it comes their women, Michelle says. I dont want my sister to get hurt, Andrew.