Her world filled with sound, as finally the blindfold, a sleeping mask, was fitted, its straps holding in the sound plugs so she could not even shake ...them loose. Her whole world became noisy, enclosed and a world of feeling, and smell alone. The music was modern noisy and without words. It was a strange feeling to be locked into your own body, unable to make contact with other humans, her master, or her world, like someone in a c***. She awaited the first blow, but he knew his trade, and. CHAPTER ONE: BEGINNINGMy life was a mess. I had the world by the tail and I lost it … big time. My whole life had been geared to the point of realizing success just like I was achieving. From childhood, it was drilled into me endlessly. Athletics or school, there was no other option than to succeed and excel at the highest level. Of course, I knew it was all a farce, but I excelled even in living a farce.At only 33-years-old, I was being described as ‘genius’, ‘pit bull’, and ‘cut-throat’. Helena already running grabbed her handbag and the mobile phone she threw. A security guard came out of the shopping centre asking what happened. Helena explained that he had stolen her handbag. And she is getting it back. She turn around and returned to the girl who owned the phone.Handing back the phone Helena realised the screen was cracked. Asking the girl “Are you local or on holidays?”“My sister and I are from Bathurst, on holiday.” She mentioned.“Well I have broken your phone, let me. She made little "ooh" and "ahh" noises about all of the little extras that I got with the car, questioned me about a million little things regarding my life, and really perked up when she found out that I was not married yet.I told her that I had made my money in adult entertainment and she, of course, went on and on about how she would like to try doing that sometime, herself. Little did she know what was in store for her!When we finally arrived at my house and got inside the door, she was all.