I loved to dress as a girl and the sight of breasts on my chest sent shivers all up and down me. I didn't want to be a girl. I just wanted to look lik...e one and feel the weight of breasts on my chest and look down and see them on me. Padding to swell out my hips and buttocks sent similar chills all through me and of course a very pronounced swelling of the cock that I massaged as I fondled the breasts I longed so to be real.I managed to hide these feelings fairly well and then in college I. There was an E7 (Chief Petty Officer) sitting at a table with two junior Chiefs and he was watching me as I downed several large bourbons. I thought he looked familiar but in my drunken state I was lucky to know my own name much less anyone else.The Chief left his table and joined me at the bar. "Hello. Lieutenant, how they hangin?" Hey Chief. Your Casey right?" I finally recognized the Chief. He was very active in one of the churches on base. Chief Casey sort of sponsored and ran a youth group. Since you want me to say it... how it works when it's two blokes... how it works in the bedroom..." In the bedroom?" I asked, feigning innocence. "You mean who washes the bedding, that kind of stuff?"Jason beamed over at me, shaking his head but clearly enjoying the teasing."If you want to ask something specific, just ask it," Ricky said."You won't be offended if I come right out wi' it?" Of course not," Ricky laughed. "It's good that you're curious. It's fear of the unknown that leads to. All right, Karen, are you ready? Well have to move right along here, Harold said. I nodded, wiping my hands on my pants. The principal directed the growing crowd of students back a little. Can you take off your shirt first, please? Face me and pull it right off, Harold told me. I did it, blushing, around 30 people were watching, and also Harold had already taken a few shots. Smile if you can, he sid. I tried to force a smile. Thats nice! he said encouragingly. Now drop the shirt, and take.