Boys didn't mind about it but some girls laughed or make some exclamatory joyful voices..Then my girlfriend said that "oooohhhh somebody has a lot of ...self confidence!" and then mouzaffar said "yeah! i have everything to have self confidence" and one american girl said "he has the balls" and then every body laughter and then he said "polish girls can find what they don't have in poland!" and we laughed :) then a swedish man said to me : "wow! it is a challenge to you!" and everybody agreed on. They really calmed me down but the bad part wasthat I was forgetting everything. Thank God, Jeannie was there toremind me. We got really close, you know, and sometimes she would sitwith me all afternoon and talk. When I would get really ditzy, shewould start to remind me of stuff. Like how I had always been trappedin a male body and I had transformed myself into something so feminineand beautiful and in control. It really helped and after a while, Ididn't need Jeannie to remind me. It was so. This was kept drained and the water was used to maintain the swamp. The south-east quarter of the enclosure was a triangle about two miles by one of open grassland where tall grass had been planted and was kept well fertilised. The whole area was enclosed by a double twelve-foot high chain link fence topped with razor wire which served to keep the quarry in and unwanted animals out.Paths went from the meet to the ford, where two paths separated, the right hand one going through the thickest. He was just an average teenageboy rooming with relatives. Although...they did live in a five milliondollar home and his room was the size of a small condo.Amanda had flown out to surprise him last Sunday. She was probably oneof the reasons Josh hadn't called me all week. She apologized for herpart in his realization that I wasn't the girl for him, but I wonderedif Josh would have called Sarah instead of thinking about Megan if shehadn't come out. I guess that was a question I would never know.