"We're still a little early. According to Mike, he said set the course about ten, meet at eleven, start racing after the meeting. It's only 9:30 now."...Even as they pulled into the parking lot, they weren't sure they were in the right place. There was a car and a van with an enclosed trailer. It wasn't until they noticed a dogsled tied to the top of the trailer that they were sure there was supposed to be dogsledding around. They parked the truck and got out; Mike pulled the car in next to Mark's. Taking another sip of tea, I was wondering what we were having as the lights went out. Jane came walking in carrying a cake with candles burning. Both of them started singing 'Happy Birthday, ' as she set the sheet cake down in front of her daughter.Charlene was crying as she looked at us as we finished the singing. With a smile she closed her eyes and blew the candles out.Opening her eyes she said, "Thank you, everyone." Don't thank me. I didn't know," I replied as I stood up and walked over. I suddenlycame to grips with who I was -- I accepted my true nature.I was gay - and not only that I was absolutely CRAZY about cock, preferablybig thick black ones. I loved sucking them and having them cum in my mouthand most of all getting fucked, hard, deep and nasty.This was it. There was no going back. I knew right now that for as long asI live, cock will be the main source of my sexual bliss -- and that Iwill always need to get fucked and fucked well. There will be no livingwithout it.I. Janelle pulled in, shut off the engine and tossed me the keys. “Thanks.” She beamed. “I really needed that.” “No problem.” I returned. “I’ve spent a lot of time behind that steering wheel working out various frustrations.” “Come on in.” I invited. “Let me clean up, and you can drive us back.” Janelle smiled, knowing I’d let her drive again, and followed me in. “Shouldn’t take me long.” I said “Make yourself at home.” I headed off to shower and change clothes. The warm shower felt fantastic.