I think I did it forattention. Dad hated it. Thought I'd turn into some sissy.I got spanked and yelled at a few times. I said I wouldstop, but the urg...es never passed. When my parents would goout, I would sneak into Patty's room and borrow her clothesand shoes. I was lucky that we were the same size. As faras I know, they had no idea. When Patty died, I stopped fora while. It's only been recently that I've been doing thisagain. I'd love to be able to do this full time, but youknow, my parents. "Nice to talk to you again Lucy," he said sarcastically. "She is one bad bitch. She smuggles dope and people here from Mexico. The people bring the drugs in as payment for their passage over the river. Hell the politicians help her with her business. They pols want to illegals to vote for them so they make sure we can't stop them.The smugglers know that if they get to the US, the system will take care of them. So the mules are lined up on the Mexican side to take a backpack full of dope over. ." She guessed that there must have been hidden speakers, as she had no idea where the voice came from. "Miss Olivia, you're here for rehabilitation. You very well may end up fitting into those sooner or later..."Olivia didn't say anything. She felt her throat instantly clenching with fear and anxiety, wondering what the hell they meant."You see, here's the thing, girl. We've been watching you, right?" The voice continued. "You're WAY too fucking boring! I mean, c'mon! You've had sex two times,. The first time he did so as I sat on the toilet with my knees wide, and as I began to pee, he did too peeing between my legs and on my body. It shook me up so much again I stopped my flow. I got in big trouble for that. I wont tell you anymore about it right now but yes he humiliated me with the other manner of human waist but I try not to think about that let alone write about it. He was the first man whose sex I ever touched. Again it is hard to describe the feelings I felt being told.