Ben explained that he had a kind of 'idol worship' of the man and even though Ben hadn't had any kind of homosexual experience in his life to that poi...nt - he felt he would do anything for the celebrity golfer. Ben explained that everyone did suppose the entertainer was homosexual, it wasn't a secret and how he felt a tremendous thrill when the middle-aged performer would flirt with him, put on sexual desires and act as though Ben was his new lover. Ben recalled how the last evening as a caddy. I relaxed as the normal night sounds returned. I did not sleep that much, I was thinking about our situation.After the sun had come up I led everyone out. This time our route was more winding and through thicker brush. The men that had been wounded seemed a little better. The sound of two rifles firing brought me running to see another Croclin killed. I had the skin kept intact and the meat packed away. Just after midday I stopped and started a smokeless fire and had the meat from the Croclin. I opened the water in the shower, bravely keeping the hot water tap closed for the first few seconds. The icy cascade raining over me went a long way towards clearing my head. After a while I needed heat, or I would be at the risk of losing several important body parts. The warm water did the trick, and I breathed the steam in while I washed my hair, wishing it could heat me up from the inside out. But there was an icy white, painful spot inside me that would never be warm again. I forced. Bella stood speechless , her feet glued to the floor . The house elf she had knocked over had come back to the hall , to see what all the commotion was about, he eyed Bella cautiously as she marched towards Draco’s study “what the fuck are you looking at” she yelled as she entered.The Study door slammed shut behind her, the room was dimly lit. down the further end of the room , Draco was leaning against a desk with his back to her. “what the fuck is wrong with you” he spat as Bella looked.