You see, when I was young I was ...abused by a child psychologist. He ... turned me into little more than atoy, and it lasted for two and half years."... But what can I do? I ... am not really in the vengeance businessanymore." It's not vengeance I need. I need a simple question answered before I dothe surgery. The question is did he ... program me to want to be a woman?I understand you have experts in the field of brainwashing, so I amreally hoping you can help me. Before I do something. Mom says if you hadn’t taken her with you after you broke up her Chinese wedding that she would have made a lot of bad choices trying to get the love she needed. I’m afraid I would make all the same kinds of mistakes and get myself in a lot of trouble.“I haven’t told you this because I wanted to get mom’s permission first, but I’ve been in love with you for years. I don’t want just any male. I don’t want mistakes and trouble. I love you, and I want you. Mom agrees that it would be a lot better. She clenched her jaws tight. Damn!Roger stood straight and tall, his body abuzz with the excitement of facing a challenge most men would have cringed at. Roger could not remember when he had come up with the idea; probably it wasn't the sort of plan that was conceived all at once, but rather the result of several years as being a landlord and listening to half-hearted excuses and rationalizations for late rent and middle-of-the-night moves. He did remember the night he was woken up at two. The blouse you asked me to wear is very pretty but it clings a bit too closely for my comfort and it would be obvious to anyone looking, that I am not wearing a bra. You have always loved my body and will take any opportunity to show me off. The outfit you have chosen for me to wear, does look good and I am sure you knew that, but I feel very exposed sitting in the lounge all alone. There aren't many people in the lounge at this time of the day. So I pretty much have the barman’s undivided.