"The Defenders of Gaea have been much in the news in Spearfish County the last few months. But, who are they?"They're an environmental organization wi...th headquarters in California, which for some reason sees fit to have a mailing address of Washington, D.C."They're an organization that pleads poverty, but whose president drives a huge Mercedes, and whose treasurer lives in a million-dollar house in Malibu."They're an organization that the Better Business Bureau and the California Attorney. Splintered and broken a mere two weeks before in a drinking argument. I shake my head and fight the tears that threaten as my heart is filled with longing, wishing I could turn back the clock and take back the things I said. Wishing I had the courage to phone you and explain the reason behind the words, my insecurities that refuse to allow me to believe you actually loved me, desired me. Wished I could tell you that I do trust you. I know I’m not model material, could do with losing a few. One got on each side of me and helped sit me down on the sofa end started kissing and rubbing me and at first I thought I must be dreaming. I mean that kind of thing only happened in porn movies or to other men!Before I could really say or do anything they had both taken their T-shirts and raised the front up over their heads and I was looking at 4 of the most amazing tits I'd ever seen in my entire life. I mean neither of them was tall. I'm 5'10" and at that time around 185. I had a little. As she pulled away she gave me a kiss on the cheek. “You didn’t have to leave me such a big tip that wasn’t why I asked you to the bar.” “I know but, I’m sure the money would get better use with you than me.” She hugged me again and we then walked in to work and went our separate ways. During that day I don’t know why but I couldn’t stop thinking about Emily and how she looked last night at the bar. And then I thought about the full body hug she had given me in the morning. She had never.