They had a few restaurants, and you would dress for them, but Amanda and I didn’t pack any panties or bras, and we didn’t mind if people knew. Nob...ody did. Some women wore even less than we did. We never went out on the town.”“Did you do any swapping or swinging?”“No, it was just the four of us. Still, there was one night where we joined another foursome for some watching and touching, but we didn’t switch partners.”“What was your room like?”“It was a small suite, sort of adjoining rooms and. ..We drove to church, parked, got out. "Don't smile too big. Everybody will think something's up," she whispered."They'll find out that we got married Thursday and KNOW something's up," I said.We ran into the pastor's wife in the back of the church. "You two," she said. "Didn't figure we'd see you two for a couple of weeks."Jenn fielded that one. "We both have work in the way. We're going to wait a couple of months and do a proper trip."Several others stopped us. Word gets around. I was. "Mom, is it OK if we have a couple each?" I asked.She turned and said, "You probably did work up a big appetite. Everybody sit down for a moment. I have a story for you all."Lily got on my other side and took my hand. Jaki saw that and smiled at me."You know I have three older brothers, Steven, Jerry and Thomas?" Yeah," we all said."I have a younger brother as well, Howard." But, your husband is named Howard," Lily said.I pulled her up on my lap, "Yes it is, and her brother is her husband.". My father had died over a year ago and it wasn't long before I filled his shoes in every sense of the word accept the one place which was forbidden for a son to go: his mother's bedroom.We had encountered this dilemma on many nights, I arguing that since we were both consenting adults and no one would be the wiser for it, that it was okay to have a closer more special relationship. She returned my affections and desires, but stopped short of committing to that most unholy of taboos. This drove.