It had been her first timewith another woman, and the first time with anybody but her husbandsince they had first met. She wondered why she felt no gu...ilt, but thenshe realized it was because she knew it just felt right. Besides, shedid not think her husband was going to complain since he had fucked hersister just the day before.The simple truth was she had wanted something like this to happen, butshe had been too afraid and too unsure how to make it happen. Susie andAmanda had taken care of. You're down here with Cat and I found Jade and-" But that stuff isn't related to what he's talking about. How does any of that pain and loss I feel make me happy?" Sam didn't mean to use the present tense, but she couldn't deny it was true. "It just makes me angry." Because you have to feel those things; to go through all of those complex thoughts and hurt to understand exactly what happiness actually is." Freddie said, knowing that he had tried to shut the door on Sam a few times now, but her. She wasn’t tired. She lay listening to the sound of his breathing and let her mind wander aimlessly, hoping that sleep would come to her soon. As she remembered the events of a quite ordinary day she found her thoughts returning again and again to the stories she had read on that web site. The one that had become irresistable since she had been sent there by a stranger. The stories were sensual of course, and created a sexual tension in her body whenever she read them. Yes, there were some that. Then she saw Mary’s car in the drive and rememberedthat she was at home with their grandmother. Suddenly,Sue remembered how Mary had looked at Chris during thereunion and she felt a twinge of jealously. She knewthat was silly, but in a few seconds she found herselfentering her grandmother’s home.Her grandmother was in the living room watching a soapopera as she knitted. “Gram, are Chris and Mary here?”she asked. “I think they’re in their rooms, dear.”.