Possibly, though, maybe even probably, I would have eventually calmed down. I would have eventually found it within myself to let go and forget Amber ...and Dave. Finding out that the little boy, my little son, wasn't my little son ... well, that had focused me. My anger had turned to rage and then beyond, way into something I'm not sure even had a name.So, there they were, fucking each other without a care in the world. It was over, right? They'd gotten caught and shit but it was over and they. "Hey, where did he go?" An unseen female voice called out, "The same place we all are, home to be with our families!" That's just great! I can't believe you're all going to leave me here alone. You know I don't have anyone to go home to!" It was a well known fact that the man was considered one of the city's most eligible bachelors.Coldly, a man's voice yelled. "Ask Mei if she'll stay with you. She's been trying to get your attention ever since she started working here."A frumpy, but not. A horrible one. I’m bisexual, it seems, judging from my recent behavior, and I’ve fucked more than few of the nude models that I’ve used. I’m having an affair with one as we speak, in fact. I sometimes even sodomize my assistant ... my male assistant, who’s gay and evidently in love with me, or at least has a crush on me. I don’t even believe in half of the stuff that the minister preaches in his sermons these days. Seems that we’re all living in glass houses these days. Truce?” Thomas offered. At that point, I lost eye contact with him. Not because kissing a person so thoroughly makes it awkward to keep eye contact, but because my eyes closed. He may have kept his open, I don’t know. All I know is that I was caught up in a moment where I realized I was falling in love. With more than one person. A girl and a guy. But also, with a girl and with a guy. Yeah. Think about it. It means more than it means while at the same time, not meaning as much as it means. Thank you,.