Our love is deeper and something different, I can’t imagine life without you, honey. I’d be broken-hearted and wouldn’t want to live if ever I d...idn’t have you in my life, at my side.”The look in Jill’s eyes as her heartfelt words spilled out nearly made me start to cry all over again. I knew exactly what she meant and felt about the attractions of a simple life, the kind of simple life we’d had before we’d opened up our marriage to others. Looking at her sad but honest eyes I had a sharp moment. "Then she made an obvious effort to change the subject. "Hey, I never got any answer to my question, neighbor boy. What are you doing today?" Mostly unpacking. Our stuff got here while I was wasting all that time sleeping and ... other stuff." Would you like some help?" With the unpacking, or the other stuff?" Angel was half kidding."Both. But the unpacking will be faster. Besides, I need to keep this sunburn out of the sun for a while." How can you help with my changes?" Out of self defense, I. He starts by simply describing exactly what he sees, what her body looks like through his eyes: the look of her flesh as it is stretched by the clamps and weights; the purple of her breasts and the white of her flesh compressed by the clamps; the sweat on her skin; the way her muscles ripple in agony; the arch of her back as it is lifted from the table by the weight pulling on her breasts. But he does not stay long on these real topics - he moves into fantasy."You are never going to be. I gazed around to see if my friend was upstairs or maybe watching me, but he wasn’t, so I took them and put them in my pocket to have when I got home. I went to the kitchen with my panties, and looked for something to eat. Sadly my search, turned into a lost cause and I ended up with some bread. Suddenly my phone began to vibrate, and when I reached into my pocket, I felt the soft fabric on my skin, and that’s when I decided that I wouldn’t take it anymore, I wanted to try them on and ware.