"Anyone I know? Someone at the hospital? Not that ER Doc ... what's his name? Carter? Who seems so self important?"She just shook her head."So are you... going to tell this clueless person how you feel?" Can't ... I don't know how he feels and I don't want to rock the boat."I looked at my beautiful self-confident sister. I was puzzled. But love seems to make us all insecure and vulnerable and I was far from being in a position to give advice."I'm sure he'll come around, but if you need me to give. Every day she seemed more alive and mobile.On the fourth day we cleaned up the yard and helped Jonathan collect downed trees for firewood. It was late in the afternoon, and we were enjoying some fresh-baked bread when we heard a helicopter. When we looked out and saw it belonged to the state police, Rusty and I were terrified, but Jonathan simply told us to stay in Nancy's bedroom unless he called for us. We heard the 'copter touch down in front of the cabin, and the engine shut down.I clung to. I told him that we were suppose to be at Jason's house by now but dad said he had called Jason's parents already and told them that we were staying at our house tonight instead. Dad then said that Jason and I were going to be "punished" all night long and for us not to complain about it!A while later, they made us sit on the sofa and do things to each other like suck each other and kiss each other on the assholes. We even played with our balls and jerked ourselves off for all of them. Dad had. I loved being totally exposed. I got a huge kick imagining what I must look like on my bed like that. I wished I had a mirror on my ceiling so I could watch me fucking myself. I opened my eyes to just slits, trying to imagine myself standing there looking at the horny girl giving it to herself completely uncovered.For a second I thought I actually saw myself standing there. I laughed at the notion and opened my eyes only to find that my notion wasn't far off. Of course I wasn't standing there.