I knew I needed to nip these tendencies in the bud before my behaviour and lawlessness became a downward spiral and led to debt..jail and misery!!I ha...ppened across an advertisement placed in an adult magazine an acquaintance had left in my flat it read...DO YOU MISS DISCIPLINE IN YOUR LIFE?HAVE YOU LOST YOUR WAY?DO YOU FIND YOURSELF WITHOUT PURPOSE?DO YOU FEEL THE NEED FOR ATONEMENT FOR YOUR BAD BEHAVIOUR?the ad signed off with a contact number and the ominous name of SIR.I mulled over my. You get to laugh at the stupid people cluckinglike chickens,' whatever. Honestly, I think it's all just a show. Thepeople acting hypnotized are obviously in on the joke or are the plants.I'm must be the guy they pick to make it seem spontaneous. Yup, I'm thedupe, and I'm sitting here bored beyond belief watching the guy walk backand forth yammering about being in control or whatever.I honestly can't say exactly what he's talking about anyway, because hejust not that interesting. At least he. But I don't want to be. I want to lose my virginity to someone very special to me. I want YOU to take my virginity, Uncle Mike."I stared into her beautiful, earnest face, unable to speak, trying to process what she had just said to me, my mouth open in shock. Then leaning further forward, my mouth was suddenly filled with her squirming tongue. Unable to help myself any longer, I kissed her back.After a while she broke off and sat back, releasing my wrists. Then she said "here they are - you've. " What did she say?" She says that Brindy's having a melt-down, too. Brindy thinks SHE did something." Nooooo," I said, shaking my head. "Brindy ... She's ... I do not exactly say it right ... has been broken." I crawled up into Dave's arms. "I have done things very wrong, Dave." You are my Lita. I love you." But by doing these things with Brindy and with Pat, I have hurt them, Dave. It is only that when I said to Brindy that we shower together, she thought I meant she and I, not you and I, and.