It wasn't you." Why?" Jared's mother asked."It was a test." I told them, with Jared interjecting at points, all about what had gone on in Bio class."S...o, you were testing your feelings for Jared," his Mom said."Yeah. But there's more." I looked down at my hands. "I have lost all control of myself. I kept myself under control for sixteen years, and in four days I've torn it all down. I can't control my emotions, I can't control my body, I can't control anything, and I don't know what to do." Is. There is only me, having been born as an unexpected surprise to my parents long after they'd decided that no children would ever come. Christmas was nice and relaxed; just hanging out with my parents who, while they were slowing down physically, were still completely on the ball mentally. Dad had been an engineer just like me, and Mum a school mistress but they were both long retired.We talked about anything and everything like we always did, but I somehow failed to mention Deidre. I mean, what. He leans her head forward and traceshis finger till he finds the perfect spot, unsure of himself he uses afelt tip pen to mark where he thinks it is, the 3 times he does it hefinds the same 3 spots. He grabs a needle and jams it into Stacy's neck,She spasms for about 5 seconds then is back into night mode, he grabs apower point timer and hooks it to a dismantled alarm clock, he placessome of the loose cables under Stacy's finger tips. Mike then grabs the computer's keyboard and places it on his. "But what?" Rick replied. I told Rick that I had fantasized about it a few times. Rick cracked a small grin and boasted, "black men like their cocks sucked. You wanna suck this big black dick?" I shook my head yes. Rick said, "go ahead and touch it." I reached out and for the first time in my life, I had a big swollen black dick in my hands. I started slowly massaging it up and down. Rick unbuttoned his jeans as they fell to the ground. Rick asked, "do you like to be told what to do?" I said.