"Yes I . . ." "I'm going up. Coming?" I said. "Uh-yes, I'll be there in a minute," she said. I was sick. I knew, or thought I knew, what had gone d...own. Somebody had been banging her. I knew I had to find out for sure, and who might be involved. I readied for bed, brushed my teeth and got undressed. I noted that Marylou was taking a long time coming up. I went back downstairs. The shower was on in the downstairs bathroom. I wondered why she would be showering down there, and at 3:00 in the. After a few more minutes I heard her say goodbye.She returned and said that she had let a friend know to meet her at theevent, to give her some help with the booth. I stood there squirming,chubby and pink. It doesn't help my low self-esteem that I have almostno body hair. Worst of all, my genitals are underdeveloped. My wife isamused by my lack of manly assets and jokes about it frequently. Our sexlife is limited to me using my mouth on her and her using her hand on me.The latter never. Mirrors are very important to cross-dressers like me. I saw an obviously pregnant woman in the mirror, not as far along as Jeannine, but still very pregnant-looking. "Now you can waddle too, Cheri." she said with satisfaction in her voice. I looked at her, wondering if she was getting back at me because of my teasing, but she was quite serious. She really did feel so happy being pregnant that she wanted me to experience at least some of the same joy, the only part I could experience in her. ." I answered. "Because you are in love with him also," said Han. "Excuse me? No! No! N....wait. Ya think? Am I? Oh......oh my god, I am... you're right. I'm in love with Jun. I mean I think I've loved him ever since we were at Kath. I wanted him to like me, to be attracted to me, to lust for me, to love me. I wanted to see emotions for me in him," I shook my head. This can't be real. I was in love with a monk! The next morning at sunrise I followed Jun out to the entrance where.