My bespectacled demeanor far from the Mandingo she was looking for .. Yep, there's a saying in hollywood ... "They either wanna fuck of they wanna FUC...K you " .... . and this was unknown to me at the time .. my plight as it were. Leslie had starred in a couple of C movie pics, was blond, frighteningly thin and had one of those fucked up page boy, Ellen De Generes hair cuts .. Yeah, totally my type .. NOT !! ..I spent the evening alighting from one social group to the next ... most of the guests. " Wow," another girl said as I took off my T-shirt, "it looks like thatmachine did a pretty thorough job. It must have, or the coach wouldn'thave put you in here with us, would she?" Yeah, I'm all girl," I said, "but I don't have any girl clothes yetexcept what the machine gave me when I transformed, and what I just pulledout of the lost and found." I took off my bra and tried on the sportsbra I'd taken out of the lost and found. It wasn't exactly loose, butit wasn't as secure and supportive. Sadly, history repeated itself, Wally`s mother becoming pregnant and their son Jimmy, marrying Wally`s dad, at just 18! It was not the happiest of marriages, Wally`s mum cheating on Jimmy time and again. Beryl`s marriage to Sid had been happier however but plagued with ill health on Sid`s part, till finally his heart gave out during one afternoon of over athletic sex. Now at 49 Beryl was a widow of six years, though she was still a very fair looking woman, a touch over-weight maybe, but there. "I love my sisters!" she said simply. She lookedat me. "The moms have told me some of what you went through, Joanne. Idon't understand it all but I know it was really bad. They tell meit's changed you, and I can see a little bit of how. But I don't needto understand it all to know that you're finally home, you're my bigsister and you always will be. I'll love you forever!" She pulled meinto a hug and we held each other close for a couple of minutes. Shesuddenly pulled away. "God, your.