.. After what seemed like an hour, I was able to get control of myself to speak.“Okay, I’m going to tell you, then,” I muttered, shivering uncon...trollably.She pressed her forehead to mine and closed her eyes. “I’m listening Matt. Don’t hold back. Whatever it is, let me help you carry it.”Carry it ... On top of everything else, Heather... ? Oh, why today, of all days, does this have to force its way out of me?I sat back and huffed, staring at the dark ocean for a time. Here goes nothing... “It. “Don’t I know it! Well, you’ve got about a month to make up your mind. Just let me know!” I said, pulling into her driveway.“Argh!” she groaned, then leaned over to kiss me goodbye. “You know I’m not steady with Josh. Want to come inside? My parents aren’t home.”“Not today. We’ll see how things go over the Summer. I’m staying on the straight and narrow.”There was no need to mention Kathy, because I was pretty sure that was a one-time special thing. I knew Bethany was going to let up on the. " When you and a girl..."What did she have trouble saying?Sara once more pointed at the horses.Ding! Light bulb!"I never have." You haven't?" No." So you're still a virgin?" Yeah," I admitted reluctantly.Sara had the strangest smile come across her.I had the biggest realization come across mine. oh, shit!Oh, Shit!OH, SHIT!I just told Sara I was still a virgin. Tomorrow the whole world would know. How could I face my friends? That twerp! She tricked me!"I need to go now," I said."But you made me. " She looked at the cadaver, currently split open from crotch to sternum, on the next autopsy table. "He was to be my master," she added, more tears running down her pale cheeks."Summoned you, to do what?" Landis asked."To give him pleasure, in any such way he desired," the girl answered.She stared directly at Landis and for a moment he felt the full force of her sexual attraction burning on him like the light from an interrogation lamp. Only for a moment, before she glanced coyly away.Landis.