"It's your birthday," she said, "Today is your birthday and I've been planning this for days." Now all the women returned. There were actually 14 of t...hem and every one of them was holding two double shot glasses in their hands. I could smell the booze but as soon as the first one of them toasted me with one of the glasses I discovered that my drink was quite non alcoholic. I took the full double shot into my mouth and discovered that no matter what they were drinking I was drinking their pee!. But about 10 years ago while watching porn with an ex-girlfriend I began looking at the cock of the guy on the screen and wondering what it would be like to touch it, to feel it harden in my hand. I began to wonder what it would be like to taste his cock, his pre-cum on my tongue. Then I wondered what it would be like to feel his cum in my mouth. My interest grew from there, slowly at first over the next couple of years. I began to look more closely at a guys cock whenever I looked at porn. I. Always there to support him no matter whathappened. She'd watched while the prettiest girls in town captured hisattention and was there to comfort him when the romances ended. Shealways had his back and truth be told he had hers but he never saw her inthat way. At those times he'd say, quite truthfully, "Bobbi I don't knowwhat I'd do without you. You're the best friend a guy could have!"And that was her doom, to be the friend but never the lover, never to seehis eyes light up at the sight of. Of course dividing her attention was a little taxing. A couple times she caught herself staring off in the general direction of Nelson’s crotch. She looked away hoping he hadn’t noticed.“Alright,” Annalise announced getting back up after they’d eaten, “I gotta get back downtown. Got one more lecture tonight.”“Alright, love you.”“You too, you takin’ Emily home?”“Yeah, I got her, don’t worry.”Annalise looked to Emily, “Hey Em, keep an eye out for me on campus and add me on facebook. Not a lot of.