It would probably make things simpler if you made me a list of all the areas where I think something different than my subconscious does when I'm hypn...otized. That way, I could get some idea about how much I still need to change." Unfortunately, it doesn't work that way. It isn't simply a case of finding an area of conflict and then applying a solution. You had a certain lifestyle at an earlier time, one you were able to accept and feel comfortable with. There have been significant changes to. He puts the truck in gear and then as we pull out of the hospital parking lot, he takes my hand in his and only releases it when he needs to use it for driving.In what appears to be one month later, Bill, his wife, my nanny, baby Elizabeth, Corey, a friend of Sue (Bill's wife) and I were on a ship. Nanny was holding Elizabeth, and Corey was playing with some new cars Bill had bought him.Sue spent a lot of time with my nanny, which according to Bill was odd, as his wife hated children and before. Alan's dreams had drastically changed. Over and over, he kept reliving the lizard guy getting away. Everything he tried got him hurt or almost killed. Each time, Alan could himself as he was getting more and more angry. Hopix could feel the bad dreams that Alan was having. Strange, she thought. After what mother had done, he shouldn't have bad dreams. Reaching in but not too far because her power was a lot weaker, she saw that once again Alan was dreaming about the lizard guy. Then she felt. But she never came.My alarm clock read 3:28AM. I was more awake now that I had been all day. I threw back the sheets and walked quickly to Mom's room. The moonlight through the window cast the room in a cold blue. Mom was sprawled across the bed, above the sheets. Her bare ass was aglow in the blue light. I tried to move her gently, to get her aligned on the bed, and covered with sheets and blanket. She mumbled incoherently as I gently pushed and pulled. I got her mostly tucked in, sleeping.